today wen to (A) de cafe to help him out cuz he said he need ppl lor... so no choice lor jus go lor... but i told him dat i need to study so cannot help him too much la... so i jus sit there and study my managment lor... so stress lor i really cannot memorise any thing lor... everything go in from the left come out from the right lor... haiz dun how lor... so i keep on saying i dun understand lor..
haiz den nv go school again lor... cuz too late liao den also i got meet joanne and cally my secondary school de best friend.... so i wen to the toilet near to my cafe to change my clothes den wen i open the toilet door the lock cut my finger lor... ya den now my finger got one big cut lor... so painful lor.... haiz but anyway no one will care de la...
so wen to hav coffee wif the two girls.... i really enjoy having coffee wif them and we aill also update everyone on wat had happen these few months... haha thanks girl i really enjoy having the time wif you man....
haha today very tired le, wan to go slp early le if not later tmr cannot wake up ar... cuz (A) ask me to reach 730am tmr so now hav to go slp liao le... haha tmr will den update again!!
signing off
11.56pm
Thursday, 26 July 2007
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
So busy this few days
haiz so busy this few day lor... dun hav the time to update also... haha but lucky i can still recall all the things...
first of all, on sunday me (A)ugustine, (N)oah, (J2)ames, (S)hu juan and (J1)osh we wen to one of the south east de BGM. they are the first YEC in south east to hav the BGM so we wen to attend lor cuz we need them to cum and join us in our de BGM also... so during the BGM they actually gives lucky draw lei... the first prize is PSP lei which i wan it the most lor... den not much ppl attend but den i still cant get it lor so sad... haiz so after the BGM wen hav some light refreshment and hav some tok other YEC de ppl.... den one of the chairman from kampong Ubi was toking wif us den she was like my kind wan lor... so noise and funny wan lor haha... den after the whole BGM, (A), (N) we wen out together as we very long nv go out together le, so we wen to maria square to hav a walk and after dat we wen long john sliver to hav our dinner after dinner we wen to creative to buy (N) de headset... den after dat we wen hm... den reach hm around 11 plus den start to revise my study den wen to slp at around 2 plus 3... haha so tired lor...
den on the monday i call (K)eith as we hav plan to meet for doing the poster. so i told (K) dat i will be meeting (A) so i tell him dat can we meet at suntec den he very funny lor he ask me "you wif (A) together ar?" den i said you siao ar.. of cuz no la... so we plan to meet 7 at suntec de mac... den i wen to inet at around 4 plus to help (A) to finish all the other things before we go and meet (K). den around 5 plus (K) msg me and ask can change the time to 630?? and i told him i try la... so ya i still cant make it at 630 haha but still manage to reach 700... haha lucky lor cuz i keep on rushing (A) to fast as we are going late le.. but he said ai ya still got alot of time la.. dun worry la.. so wen we reach there i didnt see (K) so i give him a call lor... DEN dat (K) very blur lor... i tell him to meet at suntec den he wen to QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTER DE MAC LOR!!! i was like "HUH" i tot i tell you we meeting at suntec le??? den he said he tot my school near QUEENSWAY de mac so he tot over there la... haha but lucky (K) got drive la... haha den wen he reach suntec de mac he was like wow you ar really cannot make it lei... haha den i said is not i cannot make it lor is you lor... i tell you le lor... haha but jus joking de said onil la... den we started to do the poster.... we redo the whole poster and i was like so tired and dunnoe wat to do lor... den dat (A) keep on disturbing me lor... so i was so angry and i keep on scolding him lor den (K) said "you two ar really look like husband and wife lor!" den i was like you siao ar?? HIM cannot la... not my type lor... den we didnt play much on this la... so we continue wif the poster until at around 10 plus den we hav our dinner lor... den (K) very good lor haha cuz i was doing the poster so he said he help me to buy so i told him wat i wan den he help me to buy so after dat i wanted to pay him but he dun wan to take from me la... haha den ya lor save one meal up haha.. so we leave around 11 lor... den reach hm around 1130pm tot dat he will call me but so sad he nv call at all lor... so i jus work wif the poster until 1am plus ba den wen to slp around 2am... so one day like this finish liao lor....
den tuesday nothing much really happen lor... wen down to Inet in the morning den leave around 145pm den reach school at 215pm den wen in the class the teacher face is so black lor i think is becuz of the test ba... den after class i wen to inet to help (A) to finish his thing lor... den i saw him in school lor... he nv even said hi to me lor... he jus smile and walk away lor... den i was like ok lor... nvm.. so ya lor... finish everythings and wen to geylang east to buy things lor... den wen back inet again do hav dinner and finis up all the paper work lor... so we waited for (N) to reach before having dinner... den he reach around 8pm lor... den we quickly finish eating den start doing the paper work lor.... den finish packing at around 930 den we leave the school lor... we walk from MacPherson to paya lebar de MRT lor... so by the time we reach is around 10pm de lor... so ya lor we tok alot of rubbish during the jounary lor... haha den reach hm around 11 le lor... den so tired but i still call (S) to chat la... den (A) join in den we three chat until 1am plus den (A) hang up so left me and (S) lor... so we chat until 2am haha i also dunnoe wat are we chating lor... haha den another day past again lor...
den today early in the morining dat (A) call me and chat wif me again lor... den as usual cannot slp again lor... so we chat until is time for me to wash up and go school lor... den ya lor today de lesson is so sian and boring lor... nothing to do at all lor... so finish lesson at around 350 like this ba so i wen to JE de library to borrow some book on managment lor... den find until half way (A) call me again... den he ask me wat i doing he said he very sian lor... den i said i at library den he was like wow so hardworking ar... den i reply him ya la... exam cuming lei.. of cuz need to study la... den wen jus chat all the way until i reach hm lor... den once i reach hm i jus wen to slp and wake up at around 730pm ba.... so update my blog and ya lor... i now go to go and study le if not later exam DIE ar... haha will update again if i got the time ya... haha
signing off 9.03pm
first of all, on sunday me (A)ugustine, (N)oah, (J2)ames, (S)hu juan and (J1)osh we wen to one of the south east de BGM. they are the first YEC in south east to hav the BGM so we wen to attend lor cuz we need them to cum and join us in our de BGM also... so during the BGM they actually gives lucky draw lei... the first prize is PSP lei which i wan it the most lor... den not much ppl attend but den i still cant get it lor so sad... haiz so after the BGM wen hav some light refreshment and hav some tok other YEC de ppl.... den one of the chairman from kampong Ubi was toking wif us den she was like my kind wan lor... so noise and funny wan lor haha... den after the whole BGM, (A), (N) we wen out together as we very long nv go out together le, so we wen to maria square to hav a walk and after dat we wen long john sliver to hav our dinner after dinner we wen to creative to buy (N) de headset... den after dat we wen hm... den reach hm around 11 plus den start to revise my study den wen to slp at around 2 plus 3... haha so tired lor...
den on the monday i call (K)eith as we hav plan to meet for doing the poster. so i told (K) dat i will be meeting (A) so i tell him dat can we meet at suntec den he very funny lor he ask me "you wif (A) together ar?" den i said you siao ar.. of cuz no la... so we plan to meet 7 at suntec de mac... den i wen to inet at around 4 plus to help (A) to finish all the other things before we go and meet (K). den around 5 plus (K) msg me and ask can change the time to 630?? and i told him i try la... so ya i still cant make it at 630 haha but still manage to reach 700... haha lucky lor cuz i keep on rushing (A) to fast as we are going late le.. but he said ai ya still got alot of time la.. dun worry la.. so wen we reach there i didnt see (K) so i give him a call lor... DEN dat (K) very blur lor... i tell him to meet at suntec den he wen to QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTER DE MAC LOR!!! i was like "HUH" i tot i tell you we meeting at suntec le??? den he said he tot my school near QUEENSWAY de mac so he tot over there la... haha but lucky (K) got drive la... haha den wen he reach suntec de mac he was like wow you ar really cannot make it lei... haha den i said is not i cannot make it lor is you lor... i tell you le lor... haha but jus joking de said onil la... den we started to do the poster.... we redo the whole poster and i was like so tired and dunnoe wat to do lor... den dat (A) keep on disturbing me lor... so i was so angry and i keep on scolding him lor den (K) said "you two ar really look like husband and wife lor!" den i was like you siao ar?? HIM cannot la... not my type lor... den we didnt play much on this la... so we continue wif the poster until at around 10 plus den we hav our dinner lor... den (K) very good lor haha cuz i was doing the poster so he said he help me to buy so i told him wat i wan den he help me to buy so after dat i wanted to pay him but he dun wan to take from me la... haha den ya lor save one meal up haha.. so we leave around 11 lor... den reach hm around 1130pm tot dat he will call me but so sad he nv call at all lor... so i jus work wif the poster until 1am plus ba den wen to slp around 2am... so one day like this finish liao lor....
den tuesday nothing much really happen lor... wen down to Inet in the morning den leave around 145pm den reach school at 215pm den wen in the class the teacher face is so black lor i think is becuz of the test ba... den after class i wen to inet to help (A) to finish his thing lor... den i saw him in school lor... he nv even said hi to me lor... he jus smile and walk away lor... den i was like ok lor... nvm.. so ya lor... finish everythings and wen to geylang east to buy things lor... den wen back inet again do hav dinner and finis up all the paper work lor... so we waited for (N) to reach before having dinner... den he reach around 8pm lor... den we quickly finish eating den start doing the paper work lor.... den finish packing at around 930 den we leave the school lor... we walk from MacPherson to paya lebar de MRT lor... so by the time we reach is around 10pm de lor... so ya lor we tok alot of rubbish during the jounary lor... haha den reach hm around 11 le lor... den so tired but i still call (S) to chat la... den (A) join in den we three chat until 1am plus den (A) hang up so left me and (S) lor... so we chat until 2am haha i also dunnoe wat are we chating lor... haha den another day past again lor...
den today early in the morining dat (A) call me and chat wif me again lor... den as usual cannot slp again lor... so we chat until is time for me to wash up and go school lor... den ya lor today de lesson is so sian and boring lor... nothing to do at all lor... so finish lesson at around 350 like this ba so i wen to JE de library to borrow some book on managment lor... den find until half way (A) call me again... den he ask me wat i doing he said he very sian lor... den i said i at library den he was like wow so hardworking ar... den i reply him ya la... exam cuming lei.. of cuz need to study la... den wen jus chat all the way until i reach hm lor... den once i reach hm i jus wen to slp and wake up at around 730pm ba.... so update my blog and ya lor... i now go to go and study le if not later exam DIE ar... haha will update again if i got the time ya... haha
signing off 9.03pm
Saturday, 21 July 2007
我真的好焖啊！！
wow today morning my grandfather is drunk again lor... early in the morning call hm and me to go and bring him back... its raining so heavily lor... den i was still sleeping also lor... den wen i reach there i noe dat he was drunk again lor... i was so angry lor... den wen i reach hm i wen to slp again until 1pm plus den wake up...
den i msg him (J) and ask him whether he wan to meet anot... den he just reply me said he can make it today.... so long nv meet him le lor... i think i'm really not important to him ba... if not so long nv meet le today week end he also not feel... haiz i really dunnoe lor... make my whole day so boring and sian lor...
lucky got my friend to chat wif me lor,.... if not i really dun noe wat to do lor... i really stay at hm the one whole day lor... den he really nv call me at all lor.... i'm jus so sian lor...
sometime i really dun understand him lor... said love me said like me but i really dun feel dat lor... there are time i jus find dat maybe he got someone out there ba... if not why is he treating me like this lor... haiz i really dun noe la...
haiz very sian la... will stop here la... anything will update again la..
signing off
7.24pm
den i msg him (J) and ask him whether he wan to meet anot... den he just reply me said he can make it today.... so long nv meet him le lor... i think i'm really not important to him ba... if not so long nv meet le today week end he also not feel... haiz i really dunnoe lor... make my whole day so boring and sian lor...
lucky got my friend to chat wif me lor,.... if not i really dun noe wat to do lor... i really stay at hm the one whole day lor... den he really nv call me at all lor.... i'm jus so sian lor...
sometime i really dun understand him lor... said love me said like me but i really dun feel dat lor... there are time i jus find dat maybe he got someone out there ba... if not why is he treating me like this lor... haiz i really dun noe la...
haiz very sian la... will stop here la... anything will update again la..
signing off
7.24pm
sooo sleeply
haiz wake up so early today... den wen to my friend cafe to help him(A) out... not much ppl in school today so the cafe is so quite and i was sitting there like a rock lor.. den A start to write his mintues and actually today i need to go school de... but end up i nv go lor cuz too tired... den i sit there sit until i fall asleep lor... haha so funny lor i really sleep lei and no one wake me up lei haha if this is last time all the ppl surely will wake me up de lor haha... so wen i wake up i see is almost time to do the closing so we started to do lor...
den after finish the closing i cook some soup to go wif the rice so dat to feed our stomach cuz we nv eat anything the whole day ba... haha den after finish our meal A ask me to pack faster so dat we can go to CC to finish up all the thing.. so i quickly pack and wait for him...haha every time ask me quick den he always the slower wan lor... haha
so we reach at the CC he started to tok to yy and yy pass him alot of thing to sort out.. den i was jus sitting there doing nothing so i started to disturb everyone dats in the room... haha den i think the CC staff got no choice, so in order to make me quite they started to give me sweet and chewing gum to eat haha they really treat me like a kid lor... den after finish all the food i started to ask around to see got anything for me to do anot... so Ms S said she got some letter need to fold so i tell her i help her to do cuz i got nothing to do...
so after folding i got nothing to do again so i sit there and start to dream... end up jus fall asleep again haha... i think i slp for abt 1 hour ba den L call me up cuz she need to take something from her table so she tell me to go to another table to slp so dat no one can disturb me.. but i told her nvm la... cuz i going to wake up le also...
den i keep on asking A whether is he finishing le ma... cuz at first he said he got things need me to help but end up dun hav so cuz me to fall asleep... so he said wen he finish sending one email den he will go le...
after dat we wen to Mac to hav our dinner den after dinner we walk to the MRT at paya lebar... den on the way we started to think how we noe each other and how long we nv walk this place le... den after dat i wen to take train and he take bus home...
den around 11 plus J call me to chat... again less den 10 minutes someone call him and he said he will call me.. so i told him i go bath first ask him to call me later so wen i cum out i give him a call but den this time round he said he wan to bath den he said he will call me later... samething happen again he said he very tired le wan to slp so not calling me liao.. haha i think i use to it le ba... so i jus dun care abt his sms and continue doing my things lor... haha every time said the same thing he not sian i also sian le lor...haha but also good la so dat i hav the time to update my blog but anyway i jus feel dat today is the most sleeply and tired day for me ba... haha ok la will stop here liao tmr den update again... now very tired wan slp le... haha
signing off
2.03am
den after finish the closing i cook some soup to go wif the rice so dat to feed our stomach cuz we nv eat anything the whole day ba... haha den after finish our meal A ask me to pack faster so dat we can go to CC to finish up all the thing.. so i quickly pack and wait for him...haha every time ask me quick den he always the slower wan lor... haha
so we reach at the CC he started to tok to yy and yy pass him alot of thing to sort out.. den i was jus sitting there doing nothing so i started to disturb everyone dats in the room... haha den i think the CC staff got no choice, so in order to make me quite they started to give me sweet and chewing gum to eat haha they really treat me like a kid lor... den after finish all the food i started to ask around to see got anything for me to do anot... so Ms S said she got some letter need to fold so i tell her i help her to do cuz i got nothing to do...
so after folding i got nothing to do again so i sit there and start to dream... end up jus fall asleep again haha... i think i slp for abt 1 hour ba den L call me up cuz she need to take something from her table so she tell me to go to another table to slp so dat no one can disturb me.. but i told her nvm la... cuz i going to wake up le also...
den i keep on asking A whether is he finishing le ma... cuz at first he said he got things need me to help but end up dun hav so cuz me to fall asleep... so he said wen he finish sending one email den he will go le...
after dat we wen to Mac to hav our dinner den after dinner we walk to the MRT at paya lebar... den on the way we started to think how we noe each other and how long we nv walk this place le... den after dat i wen to take train and he take bus home...
den around 11 plus J call me to chat... again less den 10 minutes someone call him and he said he will call me.. so i told him i go bath first ask him to call me later so wen i cum out i give him a call but den this time round he said he wan to bath den he said he will call me later... samething happen again he said he very tired le wan to slp so not calling me liao.. haha i think i use to it le ba... so i jus dun care abt his sms and continue doing my things lor... haha every time said the same thing he not sian i also sian le lor...haha but also good la so dat i hav the time to update my blog but anyway i jus feel dat today is the most sleeply and tired day for me ba... haha ok la will stop here liao tmr den update again... now very tired wan slp le... haha
signing off
2.03am
Friday, 20 July 2007
O my gosh my exam!!!
haiz today is a very tired day for me lor... morning kana morning call by my friend.. ask me to tok to him.. den end up we tok abt almost 2 hour den hang up the phone cuz kana scolding from my father lor... so hang up the phone i wen to wash up myself den eat my breakfast... haha after my breakfast i call him again to tok rot.. haha den tok for another 1 hour before i go to school...
Around 1 plus i reach queenstown MRT and as usually i'm late again haha... so we headed to school.... den the two jas said they are hungry wan to eat lunch so we wen to our school canteen to eat, den on the way we saw kenneth who is also my classmate la... so we ask him whether he got study for his exam ma... den he said he onil read the introduction onil... haha same as us lor... so we tok abt our exam and said who pass the exam we will beat them up... haha
So around 3 plus my friend call me again he told me dat jus now his cafe got some one fight den got one of the guy got beatten up and the blood is like the water tape lor... so i chat wif them for a while before going for my exam as my exam is starting at 330pm... so we waited outside the class before we can enter... so we are discussing wen are we going to go off... so jas said once she stand uo and go we can all slowly hand up and go.... den you noe wat less den 15 min half the class is out le lor include me also..... this is my first time like this lor... the exam is really very hard lor... i really dunnoe wat to write lor.... so after waiting everyone to be out i wen to my friend cafe
which is abt 445pm le... the whole school is so crowded lor my friend de (cafe is at one of the ITE) as there is a event going on... haha den i manage to see one of my teacher over there also... so hav a chat wif her... den tok rot also lor...
den around 6 plus i wen to buy things and dinner wif my friend cuz i'm helping him to do some paper work... den reach inet around 7 ba den we start to eat dinner den around 8 plus we start to do the paper work end up do until 930 den we walk to paya lebar MRT....
as usually i reach hm around 11 den he(J) call me... we tok less den 10 min he said later after toking wif me he wan to do his things... so i tell him its ok la you go do ur things lor... anyway i also got nothing to tok to you which i didnt tell him la...
around 12 plus i call my sis... so sian so call my sis to tok rot wif her... lucky she haven slp yet.. if not i think i surely very sian de lor... haiz once cum to relation i will feel very sian de lor... den we tok until abt 1 den we hang up... den A start toking wif me in my msn... den he scolded me and ask me to go slp early cuz i going to him cafe to help him... den he said i tmr surely said very tired and sian... haha is true la... so we ended our chatting at around 145am...
after dat den is time for me to update my blog le... so i jus log in and update wat had reak]lly happen today... haiz i think i shall stop here le... wan to slp le... very tired liao... haiz tmr will den update again....
signing off
2.12am
Around 1 plus i reach queenstown MRT and as usually i'm late again haha... so we headed to school.... den the two jas said they are hungry wan to eat lunch so we wen to our school canteen to eat, den on the way we saw kenneth who is also my classmate la... so we ask him whether he got study for his exam ma... den he said he onil read the introduction onil... haha same as us lor... so we tok abt our exam and said who pass the exam we will beat them up... haha
So around 3 plus my friend call me again he told me dat jus now his cafe got some one fight den got one of the guy got beatten up and the blood is like the water tape lor... so i chat wif them for a while before going for my exam as my exam is starting at 330pm... so we waited outside the class before we can enter... so we are discussing wen are we going to go off... so jas said once she stand uo and go we can all slowly hand up and go.... den you noe wat less den 15 min half the class is out le lor include me also..... this is my first time like this lor... the exam is really very hard lor... i really dunnoe wat to write lor.... so after waiting everyone to be out i wen to my friend cafe
which is abt 445pm le... the whole school is so crowded lor my friend de (cafe is at one of the ITE) as there is a event going on... haha den i manage to see one of my teacher over there also... so hav a chat wif her... den tok rot also lor...
den around 6 plus i wen to buy things and dinner wif my friend cuz i'm helping him to do some paper work... den reach inet around 7 ba den we start to eat dinner den around 8 plus we start to do the paper work end up do until 930 den we walk to paya lebar MRT....
as usually i reach hm around 11 den he(J) call me... we tok less den 10 min he said later after toking wif me he wan to do his things... so i tell him its ok la you go do ur things lor... anyway i also got nothing to tok to you which i didnt tell him la...
around 12 plus i call my sis... so sian so call my sis to tok rot wif her... lucky she haven slp yet.. if not i think i surely very sian de lor... haiz once cum to relation i will feel very sian de lor... den we tok until abt 1 den we hang up... den A start toking wif me in my msn... den he scolded me and ask me to go slp early cuz i going to him cafe to help him... den he said i tmr surely said very tired and sian... haha is true la... so we ended our chatting at around 145am...
after dat den is time for me to update my blog le... so i jus log in and update wat had reak]lly happen today... haiz i think i shall stop here le... wan to slp le... very tired liao... haiz tmr will den update again....
signing off
2.12am
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
soo sad he really forget...
sooo sad... we really nv go for dinner today.. everytime like this de lor... i really veri sian le lor... i almost wanted to forgive him le but den he like this i really dunnoe wat do lor... i think i really need time to think abt it lor... i think i will not call him anymore le... i think jus wait for him to call me... i thnk i not going to call him anymore le cuz hes like always busy de lor... very wat lor.. i really cant stand it le lor... maybe one or two time i still ok lor... but is every time like this lei... like last night he call me around 1.30am lor... den he nv think of me de lor lucky i yesterday slp late lor if not i dun think i will answer his call lor... den we onil tok for last den 10min den we hang up the phone le lor cuz he said he tired le... den i was like ok lor you said wat den wat lor i got nothing to said lor.... haiz cuz me now got no dinner to eat lor... cuz i tot going out wif him so ask my grandma dun cook my dinner but end up nv go out lor... HAIZ i'm so HUNGRY NOW!!! must go and search for food for me to eat le!!!
signing off
7.43pm
signing off
7.43pm
wat a rubbish day!!
wow wat the hell lor... my father very wat lor... he cum to my grandma house this morning den wake me up and ask me to go my uncle room to slp den let him and the aunty to slp lor... i was like wat the fu*ck lor... nv think of me lor... so no choice iv to go my uncle room to slp lor...
den by the time i wake is ald 2 plus le lor... very late for my class le so jus stay at home lor dat why i got the time to update... really very wat lor my father den en i wake up they where not sleeping lor... this make me even more angry lor... wake me up den dun wan to slp... they tot very funny meh?? i really dun like dat aunty lor... wat the shit lor... they onil care for theirself onil nv care for me de... den still there to said me why everytime go out... is not dat i wan to go out... they are the one who make me dun feel like staying st home... hiaz i really dun like them lor... last time my father is not like this de lor... i dun noe why he change until like this lor.... haiz...
now jus waiting for him to call me cuz we are going for dinner tonight... dunnoe whether he still remember ma... haiz msg him le but he haven reply me yet... so sian lor... dunnoe wats so busy lor 4 plus le lei still dun wan to give me a call and said meet where lor... later i late he going to said me again lor.... haiz really very sian lor... so scare dat he forget lor... cuz i suppose to go and meet my friend de den becuz of him i cancel away lor... if he forget i will dunnoe how i will feel lor.. haiz shall see how lor.... i'm so sian now lor... haiz haiz haiz.... ok la if i going out wif him tonight i will update hows the dinner and our conversion... i think will not be a happy dinner ba... i think i'm still angry wif him so won be a happy wan ba...
today like so many unhappy things happen lor.... jus really hope dat the dinner will be a happy one ba....
signing off
4.23pm
den by the time i wake is ald 2 plus le lor... very late for my class le so jus stay at home lor dat why i got the time to update... really very wat lor my father den en i wake up they where not sleeping lor... this make me even more angry lor... wake me up den dun wan to slp... they tot very funny meh?? i really dun like dat aunty lor... wat the shit lor... they onil care for theirself onil nv care for me de... den still there to said me why everytime go out... is not dat i wan to go out... they are the one who make me dun feel like staying st home... hiaz i really dun like them lor... last time my father is not like this de lor... i dun noe why he change until like this lor.... haiz...
now jus waiting for him to call me cuz we are going for dinner tonight... dunnoe whether he still remember ma... haiz msg him le but he haven reply me yet... so sian lor... dunnoe wats so busy lor 4 plus le lei still dun wan to give me a call and said meet where lor... later i late he going to said me again lor.... haiz really very sian lor... so scare dat he forget lor... cuz i suppose to go and meet my friend de den becuz of him i cancel away lor... if he forget i will dunnoe how i will feel lor.. haiz shall see how lor.... i'm so sian now lor... haiz haiz haiz.... ok la if i going out wif him tonight i will update hows the dinner and our conversion... i think will not be a happy dinner ba... i think i'm still angry wif him so won be a happy wan ba...
today like so many unhappy things happen lor.... jus really hope dat the dinner will be a happy one ba....
signing off
4.23pm
SUPER SHOCK!!!
jus cum back from my YEC meeting... wow something very big happen during our meeting lor.... our chairman told us dat he will not be continuing ... all the of us was like so shock lor... we all tot dat he will still continue for another two more year... we was like so shock lor wen he told us dat he will not contiune haiz we hav ald build up the team work between us le den now said dun wan to continue really very lost lor... haiz... today de meeting is like the very last meeting for us lor... so sad... haiz so sian lor... really very lost now lor...
den today den lesson also very sian lor... teacher onil give us 5 mintues break onil lor... cannot go canteen to take some rest lor... den after lesson still have to rush down to Inet to accompany my friend and wait for the other friend to go for the meeting together... so once after lesson i jus wen off wif out waiting for my classmate, walk so fast like spider lor... i think i'm the first one in my class to reach the MRT station lor... haha but den so sian lor no space to sit lor... den end up stand lor... but lucky after a while got place to sit le lor... like aunty lor... haiz today is like a very busy and lost day lor... so many things happen lor dun noe wat to do also.... haiz ok la... now toking to my friend le so shall stop here le... tmr will update again ba... haha
signing off
1.16am
den today den lesson also very sian lor... teacher onil give us 5 mintues break onil lor... cannot go canteen to take some rest lor... den after lesson still have to rush down to Inet to accompany my friend and wait for the other friend to go for the meeting together... so once after lesson i jus wen off wif out waiting for my classmate, walk so fast like spider lor... i think i'm the first one in my class to reach the MRT station lor... haha but den so sian lor no space to sit lor... den end up stand lor... but lucky after a while got place to sit le lor... like aunty lor... haiz today is like a very busy and lost day lor... so many things happen lor dun noe wat to do also.... haiz ok la... now toking to my friend le so shall stop here le... tmr will update again ba... haha
signing off
1.16am
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
被吵醒的一天！！
haha jus wake up onil... my friend la call me to tok rot lor so no choice hav to wake up and tok to him lor... but still ok la... cuz slp very long le also but my head still like very heavy lei... i think still not enough sleep ba... haha realy like pig lor... onil noe slp slp slp.... haiz later got school again dunnoe wats the teacher going to teacher... anyway whatever she teach i also dunno haha but i will study myself lor... ok la shall stop here first and will contiue some more later in the night now wan to go eat my breakfast le haha....
signing off
11.00am
signing off
11.00am
my super tired day...
hiaz one day jus finish like this le... today is my super tired day man... haha wen to slp around 3am yesterday den wake up at 630am... O my god i jus slp 3 hours plus onil lor.... haha den wen to my friend cafe to help him out den in the noon wen to my lesson... den haha i jus fall asleep wen the teacher is teaching lor haha i slp for almost 1 hour lor den after my lesson wen back to my CC for meeting haiz wat a tired day lor....
haiz jus now my friend call me wen i'm on my way back home lor... he was complanting abt her friend lor... den i jus felt so sad for my friend lor... cuz her friend dun really treat him like friend lor... wen he need help she will not be there but wen she need help he will be there lor... i jus find its so unfair for my friend lor.. den he was like so 可怜lor treat her so good den end up she treat him back like this haiz some time its really hard to find a good friend lor... haiz
as per normal he nv call or msg me today.. i think he should be really busy wif his stuff ba... haiz i tot he will at least give me a call but so sad he nv lor.. but nvm is ok jus hoping dat he will really remember our date this cuming wednesday cuz i'v ald save dat time for him le... haiz but i guess he will sure forget de lor... i think must remind him again tmr lor if not later he forget again lor... haiz...
haiz tmr still got meeting... o my gosh i think i cant take it le lor... really got not enough slp this few days lor... jus wondering why is there 24 hours a day and not 48 hours a day??? if 48 hours i think i will surely have lots of time to do my thing and hav lots of time to rest also lor.... haha let hope dat this day will cum lor....
ok la... wanna go slp liao... 周公is looking for me le haha will update again tmr ba...
signing
1.21am
haiz jus now my friend call me wen i'm on my way back home lor... he was complanting abt her friend lor... den i jus felt so sad for my friend lor... cuz her friend dun really treat him like friend lor... wen he need help she will not be there but wen she need help he will be there lor... i jus find its so unfair for my friend lor.. den he was like so 可怜lor treat her so good den end up she treat him back like this haiz some time its really hard to find a good friend lor... haiz
as per normal he nv call or msg me today.. i think he should be really busy wif his stuff ba... haiz i tot he will at least give me a call but so sad he nv lor.. but nvm is ok jus hoping dat he will really remember our date this cuming wednesday cuz i'v ald save dat time for him le... haiz but i guess he will sure forget de lor... i think must remind him again tmr lor if not later he forget again lor... haiz...
haiz tmr still got meeting... o my gosh i think i cant take it le lor... really got not enough slp this few days lor... jus wondering why is there 24 hours a day and not 48 hours a day??? if 48 hours i think i will surely have lots of time to do my thing and hav lots of time to rest also lor.... haha let hope dat this day will cum lor....
ok la... wanna go slp liao... 周公is looking for me le haha will update again tmr ba...
signing
1.21am
Monday, 16 July 2007
my day
haiz seem like i hav alot to said abt... haiz wake up around 10 plus almost 11 ba haha abit like pig ya... but anyway is becuz someone call me very late last night den call me in the morning again... haha i mean i quite happy dat he noe how to call me wen he free and i really hope dat he will change lor... but our conversion wasnt too long cuz i was still sleeping so we jus chat for abt 10 to 20 mintues ba... he told me dat he hav to go school to teach at around 12 so i jus ask him wat he intend to teach today?? but he tell me not sure also haha i was thinking how can you dunnoe... but anyway this is his first time teaching as he is not a teacher anyway.. is jus dat his friend ask him to teach as part time.. so we chat a while on this and he ask me wat am i doing later so i tell him i meeting my friend to do my CC event de poster den after dat we end the conversion le....
so around 1 plus my friend A call me and said meet 2pm at causeway point de library i was like huh you sure ma??? i now still at home lei how to rush down?? but lucky A said take ur time i can go there walk walk.. haha lucky lor... den wen i was in the train my best sister call me ask ask me wat i'm doing den said wanna meet for dinner so i tell her i will onil be free at around 6 plus so she said she will meet me lor.... den wen i almost finish my poster he call me and ask me whether wanna meet for dinner ma??? den i was like why dun call me early i meet my sister le how to go wif you... but i didnt actually tell him this la... i jus tell him i haven finish my poster so cant go for dinner wif him so sad...
so after doing the poster i wen to meet my sister for dinner wif her friend nan jong... haha we wen to eat long john silver at JP tell you the service there really su*k really dunoe how to mention... haiz.. so after our dinner we walk walk a while den we wen home lor cuz i got school den she got work lor.... so in the bus we started to tok abt my bf i mean she is giving me alot of 意见but i jus dun noe wat to do cuz i feel dat he is changing le so i cant let go of him... but wat she tell me is truth also i think i will need some time to really think through it lor... haiz i dun really understand lor... why is it so hard for a relationship to last... but i really hope dat he noe dat all the thing i'v been telling him is truthly from my heart and i really hope dat he can jus slow down and take a look at all the things dats around him... and not moving so fast... jus hope dat he will noe dat all the things i tell him is for his own good even if one day we might not be together i jus hope dat you will still be doing fine and happy.... hiaz ok ba i think i shall stop here le still got to work and study tmr... will update again
Signing off
1.08am
so around 1 plus my friend A call me and said meet 2pm at causeway point de library i was like huh you sure ma??? i now still at home lei how to rush down?? but lucky A said take ur time i can go there walk walk.. haha lucky lor... den wen i was in the train my best sister call me ask ask me wat i'm doing den said wanna meet for dinner so i tell her i will onil be free at around 6 plus so she said she will meet me lor.... den wen i almost finish my poster he call me and ask me whether wanna meet for dinner ma??? den i was like why dun call me early i meet my sister le how to go wif you... but i didnt actually tell him this la... i jus tell him i haven finish my poster so cant go for dinner wif him so sad...
so after doing the poster i wen to meet my sister for dinner wif her friend nan jong... haha we wen to eat long john silver at JP tell you the service there really su*k really dunoe how to mention... haiz.. so after our dinner we walk walk a while den we wen home lor cuz i got school den she got work lor.... so in the bus we started to tok abt my bf i mean she is giving me alot of 意见but i jus dun noe wat to do cuz i feel dat he is changing le so i cant let go of him... but wat she tell me is truth also i think i will need some time to really think through it lor... haiz i dun really understand lor... why is it so hard for a relationship to last... but i really hope dat he noe dat all the thing i'v been telling him is truthly from my heart and i really hope dat he can jus slow down and take a look at all the things dats around him... and not moving so fast... jus hope dat he will noe dat all the things i tell him is for his own good even if one day we might not be together i jus hope dat you will still be doing fine and happy.... hiaz ok ba i think i shall stop here le still got to work and study tmr... will update again
Signing off
1.08am
Sunday, 15 July 2007
a touching story which i found in 大头芬de blog
那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光…… 可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。 一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗” 天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。 幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。 轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。 蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。 第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。 上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。 蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。 上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……” 有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖
super angry
today he call me around 1am and tell me why he nv go out wif me which he had ald told me in the sms dat he wan to do his work but end up wen he call me he tell me dat he wen out wif his friend and he wen to watch movie wif them also i was like wat the f***k why cant you jus tell me why must you said you are doing ur work i really dun understand lor... den he told me dat he wen to watch Harry Potter and ask me hav i watch lucky i wen to watch wif my cousin le if not i really dunnoe wan to go and find who to watch wif me lor.... but den wen we tok until half way i got the vomit feeling i think i should hav eaten too much food le ba dat why... den he said he will call me again but end up i waited for so long he also nv call me den end up i tell him i going to slp le not going to wait for his call le... i mean maybe i veri 小气ba but why must you tell me dat you wan to do ur work but actually you wen out wif ur friend.. i didnt said you cant go out wif ur friend but why must you tell me dat you wan to do ur thing?? whoever friend i go out wif i will jus tell you and i never ever bluff you before lor... but why must you tell me like this i really dun like it lor... I really dunnoe how long can i take it....
Saturday, 14 July 2007
my feeling
hiaz i think i got lots of thing to said today ba.... wen to watch movie wif my anuty and one of my cousin today... actually wanted to watch wif him de... den he call me in the morning and said he wan to go swimming after swimming will give me a call but end up he jus sent me a msg telling me dat he wan to do his work so not meeting me le... i was like OK lor wat to do i cant said any ma... i jus got that kind of feeling dat if you really hav things to do den in the first place dun tell me dat you wan to go out... i save my time for you and reject all my other friend de outting den end up you give me this excuse haiz reallly made my whole day like shit lor... sometime i really feel like tell him can you jus slow down a bit and made urself until so tired?? i didnt ask you to accompany me the whole week i jus wan you to show me some care and concer onil is it very hard??? i really think dat there is a very high wall in between us and i jus find dat i'm getting a very long distance wif you le....
totally dunnoe wat to said
haiz i'm really so sian lor... jus quarrel wif my bf... i really cannot understand him... why must he always think so far?? its jus a veri simple things and he can jus think until like dunnoe wat lor.... i really dunnoe wat to said abt him lor...i should be the one telling him i need time and not him lor... i always give him time not to disturb him not to call him and jus wait for him to call me... sometime wen he call me, less den 10 mintues he will tell me he tired le den said he wan to rest i also like this lor... den wen i msg him he can like no need to reply me at all de lor... den wen i ask him he will tell me that he FORGET!!! wat stupid reason is that lor.... haiz i really very sian and tired lor.... HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!!!
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