my recently life...

it has been quite some time since my last post.. quite busy for the last few month didnt manage to get sometime to update wat has really happen.... firstly i really break up wif him le... i dun noe am i really like him?? wen i break wif him the first few day i felt so 轻松 but after dat i start thinking of him again... i didnt really dare to call him cuz i dun wan him to get into wrong idea... but lucky i got alot of things to do so didnt hav much time to think abt him... wat actually made me busy is the RA race.... its was a very successful event for our BGM even though we didnt slp for 2 days... but the even is really very fun.... den after the even need to rush for my project... den after my project hav to study for my test... so it was like so many things hav to complete lor...

recently i start think abt him again... wen ever i go to any place i will start thinking dat i was with him at this place before and wat we had done... but so sad everything cannot turn back le.. i think i really made the wrong choice... i shouldnt break wif him... but wat can i do now??? i think he has someone he like le... i can said anything also... but i really feel so sad... i really hope dat he can cum back to me but i think 是不可呢的 haiz... i cant go and tell me best friend cuz if i was to tell her she will surly scold me wan... i really dunnno wat to do.... i chat wif him in the msn he didnt want to reply me at all... i think i he really got some one he like le... i shall 祝福 him and her girl.... i will not contact him anymore...

shall forget abt him from NOW...